I seriously can’t. I’m so freaking upset. Every time I get involved in a roleplay, whether it’s an rpg or even indie’s on tumblr, I meet another roleplayer who’s like perfect and so is their character and I just love them. So we plot and everything is all perfect on my end, but then someone else comes along and all of a sudden all of our plots and shit go down the drain because they like that other person better! It’s so frustrating! This has happened in every single rp I’ve ever been involved with. It’s just making me feel like I absolutely suck at everything! I’m like, so worked up right now. I’m actually crying about this. Just cause I really love rp-ing, but this stuff makes me want to quit doing it. I mean, I understand that you’re not like obligated to rp forever and ever with one person but it’s just like, they’re my favorite person. And I just want to be someone’s favorite person back for once. Ugh. Whatever.

Sorry for my rant. I really need some feedback though please. It would really make me feel better. So if you have experience in this, please, just… help.